Born Wild: Saturday 5:00 PM-DO NOT USE

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- Well, welcome to Crossroads, everybody.

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How are we today? [cheers] Great.

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Hey, how are you doing? How are you?

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Good to see you. I've never met before.

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Yes, this is a real horse.

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And that was real poop

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you saw about 45 seconds ago. Yeah.

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You might get to throw somebody in that in a little bit.

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Yeah.

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Hey, I'm so glad you came to Crossroads.

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Whatever site you're at, if you're streaming with us,

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it's really, really good to be with you today.

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Let me tell you a couple things of what's happening.

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What you're going to see today is real.

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It's not fabricated. It's not planned.

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People know that Crossroads is a pretty big church.

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You're able to get pretty big because

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you understand systems and processes

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and all that stuff that has to happen

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for something to grow and deal with scale.

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The downside of that is because we're a big church,

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people assume we're not telling the truth oftentimes.

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They assume that there's some ulterior agenda.

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They assume that it's not really what we're saying.

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But I'm telling you, this is the really real.

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I've got my friend here, Todd Pierce,

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who has never seen this horse.

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We're doing eight different experiences over this week.

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Every time it's a different horse.

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That horse has never had a saddle on it.

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A person has never been on the horse.

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They may have been around the horses,

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but never been on the horse.

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And Todd didn't choose the horses,

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has never seen the horse.

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So my friend Todd, it's the first time

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he's seen this horse right now.

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Is it at he? [horse whinny]

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Is he a he or a she? He?

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[laughter] I can't --

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Oh, yeah. There you go. All right.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah. Good for you. Good for you. Okay.

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So, a few years ago I had Todd Pierce on my podcast.

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Somebody recommended he should do that

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or I should have him on.

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We had a good conversation,

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and then about a year or so later,

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he invited me on a hunting trip in Idaho.

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And I said, great, I'll go.

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So we became friends then, and he actually

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told me what he did. I didn't really understand it.

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That he has this magical, mystical,

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really strange connection with horses.

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He was a professional rodeo bareback rider

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back in the day.

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And he has this unique ability to connect with horses.

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And he's basically, he doesn't like what I say this,

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he's basically a horse whisperer.

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He can understand horses.

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He can get them to do what other people

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have not been able to get them to do.

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He can enable a horse to ride him in under an hour.

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It's happened every time.

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We'll see if it happens now,

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because of the connection, he has the horse

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and it's not his abilities with a horse.

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It's also his understanding of the character of God.

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And he treats the horse like God treats us.

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He has an attitude towards the horse

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like the attitude God has towards us.

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And that right there is the problem

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with many of us, because a lot of us think

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that God has a bad attitude towards us.

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We have a bad understanding of God.

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We think God is just waking up

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on the wrong side of the bed all the time

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and just wanting to take it out on us,

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and he's always looking for us to screw up.

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And that's part of why many of us

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just aren't that interested into God,

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or aren't interested in giving Him our whole life.

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So, every horse presents a unique person in this room.

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Some of you may find, like that horse is me.

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If you came another experience,

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you might look at that horse and said,

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that horse is me.

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All of these horses are different

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and many of us are going like, that's my story.

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It's pretty cool.

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So, why don't we welcome on stage

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my friend Todd Pierce.

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Well, I've been a little frustrated because

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our previous times the horse has been, like,

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really small and incredibly tame with like,

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like guinea pigs, basically.

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- He's not the one that has to ride him.

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Right.

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Not this guy, though. This guy is--

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- No. He's big. - And it's interesting.

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The last one that we did actually was a --

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What? Females are mares? Fillies?

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- Well, she'd be a filly because she's only two.

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She's a mare after she's older and has a baby.

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- Okay, so a female.

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And I was surprised by that one because

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she just looked nice and sweet, was coming up to me

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and loving me and everything.

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But then once you got in, she was like, woo.

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- Yeah, you don't go there. - Yeah.

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- She was -- And a lot of us are like that.

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We look good, we seem nice, but as soon as

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someone presses us into us a little bit,

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it's like we're out, our claws are out.

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So you just never know. So.

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- Yeah. So, you want to ride this one?

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- Maybe, I'll see how you do on it.

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I'll do want him.

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He looks pretty intense, though, I got to tell you.

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- Yeah, well we'll see what he has to say about it.

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- And one thing we should probably tell everybody,

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and then I'll get off the stage and let you do your thing.

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Make sure you tell one of your stories.

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I keep telling you, tell your stories

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because they're all so good.

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This horse is not freaked out.

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We have a lot of people concerned

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about the safety of horses.

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Todd's more concerned about the safety of horse

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than anybody in here is.

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He's a hyper, hyper horse lover.

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It's not as loud in the ring as it is in our sights

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because the speakers are coming out to you.

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The horse is certainly in a strange environment

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like what's going on here,

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but the horse is not being hurt.

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In fact, the horse is going to be helped today.

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So, horse is fine. They're doing really well.

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Anything else you want to tell us

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before we're letting you do your thing?

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- No. Thank you. - All right, man.

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- And yeah, I just honor you for doing

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all this work and getting me here.

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- I'm not doing all the work.

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I'm just watching you do the work,

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and it's really good, so thank you.

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- All right. Wow.

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This is -- How many of you have never been

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to one of these experiences?

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That's quite a few of you.

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I don't think I'm ever going to get used

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to walking into a church and seeing a horse.

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And and so I --it's kind of like,

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I don't want to get used to it because

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this is such a unique thing

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and there's been so much effort put into it.

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And it takes some really courageous people

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that decide that if Jesus said

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it was worth it to die

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so that you and I could live,

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we've got a church that's, like,

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what will we not do in order for people

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to understand the goodness of God?

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And so they didn't do this

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because they wanted to put on a show.

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They understand the the principles that Jesus used

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and He loved to teach through parables.

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He loved to give physical pictures

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of spiritual truths so that people could

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at least consider the depth of who they are.

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That just because you can't understand it

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with your brain doesn't make it not real.

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That there's things that are going to go

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beyond your understanding, and they're going

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to transform something inside of you.

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And so today, if you've got enough hope

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or enough faith to believe that in a moment,

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that in one evening that God can actually

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heal you and transform you,

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just raise your hand with me.

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I want to see how much faith we got in the room.

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Okay. I love the honesty.

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There's people that are like, "I don't know.

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We'll see about that."

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Which is super honest because I love that

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Jesus just walked through crowds

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and He did His thing, and He's the Son of God,

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He's God incarnate, walking around

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with all the power and the authority

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over the universes, over galaxies.

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And He just walked among people

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and they rejected Him or they loved Him.

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And the truth was still what He was here to reveal.

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Oh, I don't know if y'all heard that,

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but it was like [raspberry sound].

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Yeah, if looks could kill.

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So I'm going to just introduce myself to him

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because I'm just another person to him.

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He has no idea why he's here and.

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Yeah, so we're going to talk for a minute

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in ways that he understands a little bit better

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because he doesn't understand English.

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But He understands this. Let's go, son.

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[music]

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- There's a lot of conversation going on right now.

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And he doesn't have any reason to trust me.

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And so he's paying attention to a lot of things

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that you guys can't perceive right now.

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But there's this relentless pursuit of God

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that makes it to where all of us

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are in this building.

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And I don't know how you got here,

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whether you were led here or drug here

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or driven here or something pulled you here.

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But I hope that none of you take for granted

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that you're sitting in this space right now

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because if we can just embrace a moment

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and realize the significance of it,

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then we won't be like the fools that

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just go through life thinking that

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they can take things for granted

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and have no consequence to it.

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So I'm just negotiating with him and in a way

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that he already knows that I'm powerful.

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And he's got a proper understanding of that.

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What he doesn't know yet is if I'm good.

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The Bible says that it's the goodness of God

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that leads people to repentance.

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And the only way I know to display goodness to him

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is that he's paying attention

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to what's going on inside of me.

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He's got senses that we don't have,

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and he's so in tune to what's going on

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in the in the room right now.

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And so, if you will, I would love everybody

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to just take a big old deep breath,

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like from your belly all the way in.

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Let's just say, "Holy Spirit,

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You really are welcome here.

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We don't understand all of Your ways,

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but we just know that You're good

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and we want to be transformed by You."

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That's a good boy.

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[music]

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- I wish you all could feel what I feel right now.

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It's not just his breath.

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It's not just smelling me.

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He's having a face to face encounter that

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you will never see him do this with another horse.

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He knows that there's something different

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than what he's ever experienced.

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And all the fear and the aggression,

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you can feel it melting away.

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But he's got a story

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and he didn't just show up here.

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He's been through some things and I see some marks

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and I see some battle wounds, so to speak.

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I see some fear in his eyes.

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But it's really quickly looking like fire.

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And he wants to know what to do with it.

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[music]

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- So much beauty and power and potential.

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So much fear and anxiety and so much reason to have it.

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And if he could tell you a stories, it would be --

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Oh, Brian. Brian Tome is the pastor.

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So that's why I keep saying Brian because

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he keeps putting these thoughts in my head

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and I'm like --

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So when I was just a boy

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I had some learning disabilities,

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and there was a time I can remember

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I was like in second grade

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and everybody was going around the classroom

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and reading, and it got to me.

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And I didn't know that this was a problem,

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but I didn't know how to read very good.

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And so I was sounding out my words

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and trying to read,

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and the whole classroom laughed.

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And I don't really remember feeling sad about it,

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but I do remember something

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that I decided in that moment,

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and that was that I'm dumb. Go figure.

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I didn't realize I'm the dumb kid in class,

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but I'm actually the dumb kid in class.

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And I can laugh about it now only because

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Jesus has come in and didn't take away

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the event in my life that helped me

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understand something different

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than what I had heard in that moment.

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There's a story that's been told throughout my life,

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and some of it hasn't been true.

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And Jesus doesn't just come to save us

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from going to hell.

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He comes to make it to where we become whole people again.

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And so whatever it is that's got in the way

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for this horse, it's just part of his story

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that he's made some decisions somewhere along the way,

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apart from the fact that he's just naturally wild

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and wants to do things on his own.

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Outside of those instincts, he's got

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some other reasons why he's afraid right now,

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and there's events in his life that have happened

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that have helped him make those decisions.

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And so I'm going to ask him to reconsider

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some of the things that he believed about people

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and what he believed about authority

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and what he believed about himself.

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I couldn't undo what happened in that classroom,

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but what I could do is realize that

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it just wasn't true.

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And it mattered to that little boy.

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Come to find, I really can't read very good.

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So -- But I ain't dumb, or not dumb as some think.

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I sure do learn different than everybody else or --

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Yeah.

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But I want to help him with those things,

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and I'll be patient with him because

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I can tell that they go really deep.

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But it's amazing what happens when

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fear gets love to it.

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It's not just truth, it's love.

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And when truth and love are what it is

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that Jesus said that He was, then it's like,

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"Oh, I can see now what you're talking about, King Jesus.

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And if it's that Spirit that was you were carrying,

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that Holy Spirit is and it's the same Spirit

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that made You raise from the dead.

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That's pretty dang powerful.

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And if it's that loving and kind and tender,

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then I want to spend the rest of my life

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just experiencing what it's like

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to have Your presence."

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And when he said that He'll bind up broken pieces

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and He'll bring healing

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and it'll make our hearts whole again.

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Is it possible?

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Is it possible for us to actually be healed

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and be whole again?

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I'll tell you, my wife and I, we're --

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We're just -- We got our minds made up,

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we're going to spend the rest of our lives

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learning how to be whole together,

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instead of just bringing our brokenness to each other

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and feeding off of each other's brokenness.

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It brings so much courage when her and I

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in just honesty and sincerity towards each other

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can just talk about our stories

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and the ways that we've been hurt

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and the ways that we've hurt each other.

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I need a stepladder.

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I don't know how to get on you without startling you.

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So, kind of chewing right now.

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It's kind of a sign like, it would be

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like if I was talking to someone, they said,

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"Okay, it's okay, we're good right now."

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Which is really shocking that he's good with all this.

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But it's not just happening to him,

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it's happening in him.

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And there's stuff that's happening in you right now.

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It's not happening to you.

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And your story

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and the reason you're in this building,

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it starts to make sense when this Prince of Peace

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enters our story and start showing us

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the broken pieces and He's not afraid of it.

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You're so brave.

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Remember this? Hmm?

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[music]

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[whinny]

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- I'm purposely making myself vulnerable to him

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only because he doesn't understand this language.

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He doesn't know why someone that carries

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the authority and the power that I have,

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something that he's afraid of, would be here.

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And I think this is why, like, the imagery

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of what it is that Jesus did to where

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He just put Himself in this position and He says,

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"I'm going to let you all kill Me now,"

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because I don't ever want you to question,

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have any doubt how far would have Jesus gone

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so that I could be saved.

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I'm not sure why it takes so much convincing,

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but somehow I was able to ignore the fact

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that God actually loved me

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and had a plan for my life for 21 years.

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But once I realized that,

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I don't know what else to do with my life

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other than continue to stay in this place

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of just knowing what is it like to be loved,

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so loved that I'm not ashamed,

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that I'm reminded of my strengths

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and how intentional Jesus has been

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about bringing me to this place.

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No. Don't clap.

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I know. You want to help me up?

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Yeah. That's not going to help much, huh?

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So, he's all rigid and heartbeat's going.

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He's pretty, pretty startled.

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Am I going to help him if I respond to him

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with the same level of anxiety?

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Or can he realize that, "Okay, that was super scary.

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What just happened?" Nothing, son.

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We're just learning, and I won't always fall off.

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One day you're going to move really, really fast

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and we're going to do it together.

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It's okay. It's okay.

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[music]

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- He's trembling.

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And he's giving me a hug.

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I know I hugged him first,

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but he's given me his face.

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He wants to be comforted.

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And if this is what Holy Spirit is as a comforter,

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then let's let everything that's between us,

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anything that's getting in the way,

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make sure it's not in the way anymore.

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Good boy. You're built to carry me.

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And whenever you do that, it's going to blow your mind

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what it is that you and I can do together.

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If God said that we were created in His image,

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and we choose to live our lives separated from Him.

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Good job.

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I remember the day that someone taught me

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what it means to repent, because I know

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when I gave my life to Jesus, I just --

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I just wanted Him to fix me, like I'm broken.

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I'm addicted to all sorts of things,

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and I'm hurting the people that I love the most.

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I just wanted it over.

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And here we are 30 years later,

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still have the same heart cry that,

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"Papa, I want to be whole.

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I need You now more than ever.

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I'm so grateful for what You've done in me,

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what You're continuing to do in me."

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But we don't outgrow it.

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Repentance was just given to me as a way

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to just rethink what it is that I believe.

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Is what I believe about myself based on

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my experiences and what the world has told me?

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Or is there -- Does God actually have

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something to say about who I am?

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And is He going to be patient enough with me

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that while I'm in my process and figuring it out,

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how do I even move?

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Because He doesn't know how to move right now.

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Because the last time he moved, he moved

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and then he scared and moved too fast

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and I fell off.

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And it's like, I've got to build some confidence

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with him that he knows how to move his feet,

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and it's not going to --

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He wants to stay in this place,

00:42:49

but I love him too much to let him just stay here.

00:43:00

[clicks tongue] Yeah.

00:43:21

[music]

00:45:37

- So much courage.

00:45:45

Every one of us have been given

00:45:49

a place of influence.

00:45:53

And the influence that you've been trusted with,

00:45:57

I hope you're thinking through some of those things,

00:46:01

because we're stewards of one heart,

00:46:03

and how it is that we steward our inner man,

00:46:06

the way we're stewarding ourselves is how it is

00:46:09

that we're going to steward the people around us.

00:46:15

Yeah, you may have heard the phrase

00:46:18

that hurt people hurt people.

00:46:23

It's just true.

00:46:26

But until I'm not a hurt person,

00:46:28

there are some things that I can learn

00:46:30

that I don't have to keep hurting the people

00:46:32

around me to get my way,

00:46:33

because that's not really what I want.

00:46:36

I want to preserve a connection that makes it

00:46:39

to where I continue to have access.

00:47:02

[music]

00:50:08

- Step by step,

00:50:10

and it's going to take him a little bit

00:50:13

and we're not going to get it done tonight.

00:50:15

I'm really, really grateful for the courage

00:50:18

that he showed and the willingness to say yes

00:50:22

when every part of him is screaming, no.

00:50:26

I don't want to be one of those Christians.

00:50:32

I don't know what those are like,

00:50:34

but I know what you're going to be like

00:50:36

because you're ruined now.

00:50:40

You can't ever look in the mirror the same.

00:50:44

If this is how far Papa would go to say,

00:50:48

"You are My beloved one and My favor is resting on you.

00:50:52

All I want is oneness with you."

00:50:55

We got a lifetime to learn to walk.

00:51:00

It won't take that long with this guy.

00:51:06

I would love to have some more time with him,

00:51:08

to tell you the truth.

00:51:14

One more step, huh? One more step.

00:51:22

I don't know.

00:51:23

I think you're really ready to go on a lap.

00:51:33

So, when I was in college, I went to college,

00:51:37

got on the track team as a pole vaulter.

00:51:41

And I had a really bad coach in high school,

00:51:44

so he taught me to go just high enough

00:51:46

that a college scout thought,

00:51:49

"Man, I could do something with that kid."

00:51:51

So, all he did was taught me to go higher

00:51:54

with really bad form.

00:51:56

So sometimes I'd go really high

00:51:58

and sometimes I'd go really far.

00:52:02

And the really far sucked because

00:52:05

there's only mats for so far

00:52:07

and then there's not mats anymore.

00:52:11

And so one day I went far

00:52:17

and knocked myself out

00:52:19

and broke my pelvis right down the middle.

00:52:21

And when you knock yourself out, you're not always --

00:52:25

You haven't got your wits about you.

00:52:28

So I thought, "Well, that was embarrassing."

00:52:31

So I got up and walked down to the end

00:52:33

of the runway and started taking off running.

00:52:35

And my legs weren't going the right directions.

00:52:38

And I realized that something's wrong.

00:52:43

So, when Brian was saying that the reason

00:52:46

I just fall off, now that I'm 52,

00:52:50

somehow that injuries need to be re-healed.

00:52:58

And so, from a horsemanship perspective,

00:53:05

I'm not going to claim to be any kind of horseman.

00:53:09

There's people that can teach horses to do

00:53:11

amazing things, and I'm not one of those guys.

00:53:14

So don't mistake this as horsemanship.

00:53:16

I don't recommend this at any level,

00:53:19

other than what the intended purpose is,

00:53:23

is that you can see how powerful love is

00:53:26

and what happens when you carry peace into a storm.

00:53:29

Because there was a storm raging inside of this guy,

00:53:32

and there was no way you were going to get close to him.

00:53:38

And to do this? Not in your wildest dreams.

00:53:44

He couldn't. He couldn't even imagine this.

00:53:50

And I think that this is how, like,

00:53:53

if you'll give permission to Holy Spirit to say

00:53:57

if we're going to take it this deep,

00:54:00

what does it mean for me to respond to this love

00:54:02

and this message that makes it to where

00:54:04

I don't walk out of this building

00:54:05

the same person that I came in as?

00:54:11

Jesus said it was worth it.

00:54:16

I think this guy's sufficiently demonstrated

00:54:20

that it's worth it.

00:54:23

Like, how tragic would it been had all of his fear

00:54:27

and his insecurities made it to where

00:54:29

he either became a slave because

00:54:30

someone had to beat him out of it or force him,

00:54:35

tie him up until he wasn't scared anymore.

00:54:37

That don't make no sense.

00:54:42

What if that was his fate?

00:54:43

Or maybe even just left alone?

00:54:46

Like, someone said, "He's too dangerous.

00:54:48

We're not going to do anything with that one.

00:54:52

He's dog food."

00:54:55

So, the value placed on the horse is what it is

00:55:00

that I think Papa's wanting to say over you

00:55:03

is that there is so much value on you

00:55:05

and this is what I have for you.

00:55:11

- So, Todd, we saw this horse came in.

00:55:15

I don't know a lot about horses.

00:55:18

I've watched through the years now about,

00:55:20

I don't know, about 20 of these guys.

00:55:22

This guy had as much defenses up as I've seen,

00:55:25

as I've come to understand.

00:55:27

It's really pretty remarkable that

00:55:29

you got as far with them as you did.

00:55:30

I would call that riding.

00:55:31

Would you not call him riding?

00:55:33

I call riding, he's on his back.

00:55:34

Took a few steps. They can applause you now, right?

00:55:38

- Yeah. - Yeah, let's give Todd a hand.

00:55:40

Come on. Give him a little hand. Right?

00:55:42

[applause]

00:55:45

Let's say I was a horse owner and I had that horse

00:55:49

and I brought in somebody to get to

00:55:51

as far as you got today,

00:55:53

how long would that process normally take?

00:55:57

- They would, I would say at minimum a week

00:56:01

that you'd want to spend giving this horse

00:56:03

an opportunity to think through some of this stuff,

00:56:06

and you'd work him in a round pen

00:56:08

until their fatigue was a real encourager

00:56:11

for them to do something else.

00:56:14

We didn't use that with him.

00:56:17

- Well, what I like about it, and I think

00:56:19

with the spiritual thing that I was thinking,

00:56:21

this, of all the horses, this is probably

00:56:22

the one that touched me personally the most

00:56:24

of all the ones that we've done, you know,

00:56:26

this whole week, this guy I most related to.

00:56:28

And what I really -- what got me was, you know,

00:56:36

you knew as far as you could push that horse

00:56:38

and you're like, "Okay, that's enough.

00:56:40

That's enough for today."

00:56:42

I feel like God does that with me, you know?

00:56:44

He pushes and I go, and He goes, "Okay, okay, okay."

00:56:49

Unlike those, as you mentioned,

00:56:50

those old Western movies where you've got

00:56:52

some guy who's got they got multiple ropes

00:56:55

around the horse's neck

00:56:56

and everybody's leaning back and beating him in.

00:56:57

I mean, my experience with God is not that.

00:57:00

It's it's what you just did today.

00:57:02

Like He pushes, He pushes and, "Okay, okay."

00:57:06

And why does He push, by the way?

00:57:08

He pushes because if this horse

00:57:11

let's a Todd master him,

00:57:15

this horse will be stronger and live longer.

00:57:17

One rider on a horse can run up

00:57:22

an entire wild herd of horses.

00:57:26

Because that, I learned this from Todd.

00:57:28

Because that's one person

00:57:29

who unlocks this being's potential.

00:57:32

And many of us think, you know, that's the system.

00:57:35

Like, stay away from God.

00:57:36

Just get enough of God that I have fire insurance,

00:57:39

or God's close enough that

00:57:40

if I'm really in trouble, maybe He's there.

00:57:42

But I'm not really going to --

00:57:43

I'm not going to give Him my life.

00:57:45

I'm not really going to get serious

00:57:47

and actually have Him tell me what to do

00:57:50

and actually have Him at the center of my life.

00:57:52

I'm not going to do that because we think,

00:57:54

"Oh, no, I need to be free.

00:57:55

Free as defined by I do whatever I want to do."

00:57:57

But no, you get to be free

00:57:58

when you have a master who loves you

00:58:01

and can call things out of you

00:58:03

that you can't do on your own,

00:58:05

you get stronger, you get more powerful.

00:58:08

And that's the invitation that God makes of us.

00:58:12

Anything else you want to say?

00:58:15

- One puts how many to flight,

00:58:17

and two puts 10,000 to flight.

00:58:21

I just think that that's the image I was getting

00:58:24

when you were describing

00:58:25

what it is that when we partner with God,

00:58:27

we've got way more influence than we realize.

00:58:30

And Brian has this thing.

00:58:33

It's okay if I talk about the scorpion?

00:58:35

- Yeah, yeah.

00:58:38

- In his office, before we every time

00:58:41

before we come out and and present ourselves,

00:58:44

we put our foot on top of a petrified scorpion,

00:58:49

just as a symbolic, prophetic act that

00:58:51

we've got authority over evil

00:58:53

and that no evil gets to just live in this place.

00:58:57

And so whatever it is that you're struggling with,

00:59:00

you've got authority over it in Jesus'

00:59:02

name, if you will just allow this power to come within you.

00:59:05

And so it's not just a small yes.

00:59:08

This this makes it to where the whole world

00:59:10

is waiting to see what will happen.

00:59:12

And if there's two people --

00:59:13

If there's one person that will say yes to Him,

00:59:16

and then we get together in partnership.

00:59:18

And that's why Brian's a covenant brother with me.

00:59:22

We're not just friends.

00:59:24

Where it's way deeper than that.

00:59:26

He and I have chose to lock arms

00:59:27

and fight together to where

00:59:30

we're exponentially that much more powerful.

00:59:33

And we're going to stand against

00:59:35

the enemies of light and darkness has to flee.

00:59:39

So, I just think that this is a remarkable moment

00:59:42

for everybody to really consider

00:59:44

what you're going to walk out of here with.

00:59:46

- Yeah. So here's what we're going to do.

00:59:47

We're all, all of our sites, online,

00:59:49

you can you could do this

00:59:51

as part of our digital church.

00:59:52

We're going to sing. We're going to sing as one.

00:59:54

We're going to tell God we're thankful

00:59:56

for His presence in our lives,

00:59:58

or maybe invite Him into our lives.

01:00:00

And we're just going to be cued into Him

01:00:02

that He's just -- He is better to us

01:00:04

than Todd has been to this horse.

01:00:06

We're going to sing, and then in all of our sites,

01:00:08

we've got some people want to pray for you,

01:00:10

like, your pains, your issues, your hang ups.

01:00:14

Maybe you realize, ?Man, that God

01:00:17

that I saw Todd represent, I don't know that God.

01:00:19

I know the God of religion. I know the God of fear.

01:00:21

I know the God of hatred.

01:00:23

I don't -- I don't know that God.

01:00:24

I probably need to give my life to that God."

01:00:27

These people can pray with you.

01:00:29

We have trained folks. They're ninjas.

01:00:31

They're ninjas in relation to prayer.

01:00:32

They're not weird.

01:00:33

They would love to pray for you. They would.

01:00:35

We're going to come forward at all of our sites

01:00:37

and just come on down.

01:00:38

Why not take advantage of it?

01:00:40

You came out, you did this thing today.

01:00:42

Why not do the whole thing?

01:00:43

You might actually be thankful you did,

01:00:45

just like I thank this horse.

01:00:47

You think this horse is thankful that this happened today?

01:00:49

Yes, yes. Yeah. All right.

01:00:52

Let me pray for us and then let's --

01:00:54

Why don't we all stand right now?

01:00:55

Let's also stand, every site we're in right now.

01:00:57

Let's go ahead and stand. Let's pray.

01:00:59

And then let's sing together.

01:01:00

God, You are good to give us a person like Todd

01:01:04

who helps us understand You better.

01:01:07

I thank You that You, man, You know when to push

01:01:10

and You know when to get off.

01:01:12

You know when to jump on.

01:01:13

You know when to slide back.

01:01:15

You know when to pull. You know when to push.

01:01:18

And You do it because You are

01:01:19

an amazing, loving Father.

01:01:22

Thank You for being who I am not,

01:01:26

but I need to be more like You.

01:01:29

God, when You just hear the songs of Your children,

01:01:32

Your sons, Your daughters just singing to you,

01:01:35

telling You that we appreciate You

01:01:36

and we're thankful for You. Amen.

01:01:41

We'll invite all the prayer folks to come down front.

01:01:43

If at any moment you want to come down front

01:01:45

or right after the song,

01:01:47

you can do that in all of our sites. Let's

01:01:49

Let's sing this song.

01:01:55

- Sing these words of trust,

01:01:57

opening ourselves to God.

01:02:00

[music]

01:06:17

- All right. Hey, we'd love to see you next week.

01:06:19

And, hey, if you want to give in any,

01:06:23

any way, shape or form, you can do that.

01:06:24

You can go to crossroads.net/give.

01:06:27

We don't pass bags here or plates, but you can go

01:06:29

to Crossroads.net/give if you want to.

01:06:32

And I hope to see you next week. Thank you.

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